I wonder if I'll ever find, the right words to say
Anything and everything to make it all okay..
You left the world so quickly, you really should have stayed
I spent so much time in the chapel that night, I just prayed and prayed..
The way our world broke, the day God took you home
You didn't get to say goodbye, you wandered off alone
You loved your life so dearly,
your children loved you so,
They have such wonderful things to say, listen close, so you can know..
I tried my best to give you the goodbye you deserved ,
I stood up tall and stayed strong and covered up the hurt..
It scares me everyday to allow myself to feel
but I know one day you will make me, it will help me heal..
I promise to keep my heart open,
To help all those in need..
It's exactly what you would have done, you did love a good deed..
You would make sure they knew you was proud of what you did, I love the little gossip side that you thought you hid..
Everyone has said you was lovely, I'm sure that word isn't right..
You used that word to describe the things that gave you a such a fright..
Your kids have stood so boldly they have kept your memory alive, they have done their best to hide the fact that you've gone now, that you've died.
We remember you In spirit, we remember you In soul, our hearts pulse as they search for you, sometimes out grief swallows us whole.
Your heads probably exploding with all the things you've heard, but it's the truth I promise, I haven't lied a word.
I love you today as always, it hurt me to say goodbye. We wasn't ready to say goodbye, Oh dear lord we cried, please stay close beside us and help us through our grief. Hold our hands so tightly, please snuggle us so tight, please let us know it's ok to carry on, ok, alright.
It's scary to move on and not have you here, please promise is that we will always feel and have you here..
❤️Auntie Anne❤️
Rebecca
20th March 2016